Good Bye MMB .. =')

SORRY sangat² sbb da lama tak meng-updated blog nie..

sebab tak tau nak cter mcmana actually...

tak tau nak start dari mana, nak end kat mana.. =(

haihhhh...

da lama tak bising² kat blog nie kan??

sebab...

rasa mcm ada banyak sangat yang nak cakap. tapi xtaw camne nak citer..

SAKIT HATI, SEDIH, SEMUA ada ......

nak citer yang mana dulu eyh??

HAPPY story ???

NONE !!!

ok! after NANA cter pasal my last entry tue, NANA ngan MMB da x contact each other SEBERNARNYA.

the exactly date yg MMB last antar msg was on the 16th FEB 2011 evening.

at 1st NANA baca status FB MMB. n NANA xpaham ape maksud MMB. so, the next day tue NANA pown antar larh sms kat MMB. tanye ape maksud status kat FB DIA tue..

then, terus MMB cakap :

" Sy nk jd mcm dlu....n0 girl!sye bbs nk grak n kwn ngan spe..."

nie larh pe yg MMB antar kat NANA on that day. on that time i was having my dinner..

ape agi...

da sah² larh AIR MATA NIE MENGALIR !!!!

trus STOP makan and TOLAK pinggan nasik tue ketepi !

LYN pown tkejut n tanye nape ...

NANA xbleyh nak kata pape da, NANA tunjuk je msg tue kat LYN.

LYN pown terkejut !

tp, nak wat mcmana...

NANA pernah dulu ckp yang NANA xkan paksa n xkan halang kalo DIA nak pegi dari NANA.

bukan sebab NANA x sayang.. tp, sbb x nak semua nie membebankan mana² pihak.

NANA just sedeyh sbb DIA da bg HARAPAN yang tinggi kat NANA. and DIA pernah ckp mcm² kat NANA gak..

NANA mmg TERKILAN sgt !

tp, semua tue NANA pendam sendirik.

and just citer kat org yg NANA TRUST !!!

NANA call ALONG pown nanges² that night.

THANKS A LOT ALONG COZ ALWAYS BE WITH ME ALL THE TIME NO MATTER WHEN I NEED YOU !!

after that sms, mmg NANA ngan MMB da x contact langsung.. call pown tidak. memang masing² DIAM MEMBISU !

macam ORANG YANG TAK PERNAH KENAL EACH OTHER !!

AFTER ape yg jadi, memang KITAORG ada berjumpa.. but, like I said just now...

WE ACT LIKE WE NEVER KNOW EACH OTHER !!!

and ...

YEAH !!!

IT'S REALLY HURT ME !!!!

DAMN HURT !!!

but, i have to PRETEND that i'm OK n i'm HAPPY .

although the TRUTH is ...

I'M NOT AT ALL !!

tapi, nak wat camne kan...

I STILL HAVE TO GO THROUGH ALL THIS..  :)

owh yaa...

I know MMB wat keputusan mcmtue sbb DIA da wat keputusan nak pilih yang mana satu..

n I know DIA pilih that girl..

xpe, NANA redha je. agipown DIA da kenal ngan that girl da more than a year kan?

so, mmg patut pown MMB pilih dia..

NANA nie mcm menumpang kasih MMB je kejap.

kan ?

NANA xkesah larh sape pown yg MMB pilih,

NANA doakan yang terbaik tuk DIA...

semoga MMB bahagia selalu okkay ?

and..

THANKS FOR EVERYTHING THAT U'VE DONE FOR ME ! :)  ❤

happy sangat dapat kenal ngan MMB ... =)

NANA kan simpan semua memori KITA. walaupun KITA baru je rapat.. tp, kenangan KITA byk !! NANA akan simpan semua hadiah pemberian MMB and NANA akan simpan semua pictures KITA jugak..

thanks once again... =)

i'm gonna be fine.. don't u worry bout me.. i still manage to smile.. :)

okkay!

NANA rasa sampai sini je ..

and ...

THIS THE END OF THE ENTRY OF MyMrBotak !!!

GOODBYE

❤ MyMrBotak !!! ❤

TILL NOW AND SAMPAI BILA² POWN NANA XKAN BAGITAU SAPE MMB TUE. SAPE YANG TAU, MEREKA TUE JE YANG AKAN TAU.. ORG LAIN XKAN TAU DA..

p/s : da dekat seminggu simpan entry nie. arinie baru nak post.. hmm.. sebabnye?? tak sampai hati nak ckp GOODBYE !!!

-diyanazuhaili-

♥ V-Day

♥140211♥

I guess everyone pown tau this date kan ??

its V-Day !

but, as usual.. I don't celebrate it.. :)

last year ada BF. but, ktaorg jauh.

at least I manage to give him some surprise before I went back to Penang. ape yg NANA bagi tue, biar larh rahsia.. ;)

xnak ungkit da..

I'm just hoping he still keep it and remember what have we been through sepanjang pjalanan hubungan ktaorg tue.

orite !

BACK TO THE MAIN TOPIC !  :D

arinie ada midterm paper for subject BUSINESS COMMUNICATION II ..

alhamdulillah... I manage to answer all the questions.

right or wrong, tue belakang kira ! hahahaha.. :D

then, afternoon ada class ENGLISH !

2pm-4pm..

masuk² je class, diaorg bgtaw ada TEST !!!

nasib baek x susah sgt.. i manage to answer it in 30min !

hahaha..

have to write a letter based on the poem given !

settle je test tue, the teacher asked us to wrote a 'Haiku'.

'Haiku' is a formed of Japanese poetry. it only have 3 phrases of 5,7 and 5 moras respectively.

teacher asked us to write bout LOVE !!

she said because today is the V-Day, so that's why she want us to write bout love.

owh GOD !! what should i write ??

and you guys know what ???

my MMB the one who appears on my mind at that time !!

and i manage to wrote one 'Haiku' !! :)

the picture below is the card that i've wrote. i don't have enough time to decorate it. i've to passed it up !

it sound like this :

"I love My Mr Botak

I wish he would be here now

because I miss him...."

and the teacher read it and said it sounds so sweet. :)

sweet ke ?? 

u tell me !

although we're in the middle of fight, but i still manage to write something like this.. :(

i hate when we're fighting... 

REALLY HATE IT !!

i donno whether u still wondering or not why am i acting so cold towards u since yesterday.

i know u won't think bout it. coz slama nie pown AWAK mmg xnak pikir pown ape salah AWAK sampai SAYA jadi mcmnie.. xpe larh AWAK da kalo tue yang AWAK pilih.

AWAK lebih selesa BERDIAM DIRI dr nak settlekan masalah kita kan?

kali nie, NANA xtaw larh sampai bler kita nak mcmnie..

haihh... NANA tunggu je. ok?

AWAK pown da x tanye kan nape NANA mcmnie..

so, NANA pown DIAM je larh..

YOU CAN ACT LIKE NOTHING HAPPEN RIGHT ???

NANA tau MMB nak sangat tgk NANA pakai baju yg DIA hadiahkan tue tuk NANA.

NANA x pakai sbb NANA saket hati sgt.

I'm sorry !

nie pic NANA pakai that shirt !

for your info, he bought the SAME shirt too ~ :)

i think i can called it as COUPLE SHIRT !

although kitaorg x couple, x declare pape pown.

hahahaha... :D

thanks for the shirt ! it really fit me ! :)

thank you so much !

one day i'll wear it infront of you.

i PROMISE you !

and please take care everything that i've gave you too. :)

p/s : sekarang kita da jauh AGAIN.

i've start missing u eventhough i'm so mad at you !

-diyanazuhaili-

New NickName ! :)

NEW NICKNAME FOR HIM !!!!

i'm so SUPER DUPER EXCITED !! ♥

(gedix seyh!) hahaha...

i don't care ! its MY BLOG !!

i can write n do ANYTHING that i like ! :D

NANA selaluuuuu panggil DIA 'MR.BOTAK'. ♥

but, NANA selalu tujukan kat org² yang know bout US. and NANA selalu gak panggil DIA mcmtue ! ♥

nak tau sbb ape NANA panggil DIA 'BOTAK' ???

kalo korang xnak tau pown korang kena tau gak sbb korang TENGAH BACA !!! hehehe.. :)

sebab.....

DIA xske bila KEPALA DIA ADA RAMBUT !

hahaha~

DIA RIMAS !

DIA cakap rasa macam ada....

BANYAKKKKKKKK MASALAH !!!

SERABOT OTAK !!!

bila dia rasa TENSION, RIMAS je...

DIA MESTI PEGI BOTAKKAN KEPALA DIA !!!

first time NANA jumpa DIA pown KEPALA DIA BOTAK !! :)

mula² mmg NANA rasa lain !

sbb NANA xpernah rapat ngan org yg BOTAK !!

tp,

da lama² ngan DIA,

rasa cam CHOMEYL plak DIA botak !!

hehehehe.. :)

masa tue pown mmg NANA selalu ejek DIA 'BOTAK' !!! :D

skrang NANA nak wat short form larh for HIS name! ♥

errmmmm....

how bout .....

MY MR. BOTAK = MMB 

or

MY ENCEK BOTAK = MEB

or

MY BOTAK HEAD = MBH

which one eyh ??

aduuhh....

i think i'll go with .................

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♥ MY MR. BOTAK !! ♥

♥MMB !!♥

muktamad ! :)

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the truth is..

memang bila MMB muncul dalam hidup NANA,

macam² da berubah..

MMB memang jaga NANA.

makan minum NANA semua da teratur.

mandi pown da kena ikowt jam skrang!

hahaha..

sbb MMB xnak NANA sakit da !

NANA MAKAN KENA IKUT TIME !!

MANDI TAK BOLEH LEWAT !

paling lewat pown dlm pukul 9pm !

after 9pm, COMFORM kena MARAH !!

NANA nie da mcm bdak kechik yang kena CONTROL !!

tp, xpe!

i appreciate it ! ♥

and atleast rasa ada org CARE bout me ! ♥

although NANA tau MMB care bout OTHER GIRL too~ :(

but, nak wat camne kan..

I can't control HIM.

NANA just PRETEND like i DONNO anything bout the OTHER GIRL. 
:')

that's all for now i guess..

I MISS U MyMrBotak !!!  :'(

-diyanazuhaili-

YOU come back ??

DIA datang balik ???

YES!!!

YES, HE DID !!!!

NANA terima DIA balik.

tp, dengan SYARAT !

JANGAN TIPU NANA DA LEPAS NIE !!

okkay ?

-020211-

DIA ngaku yang...

DIA DA START SAYANG NANA !!!

OMG !!

bi0r benar mu nie ???

tp, DIA jugak mintak QUOTA kat NANA !

DIA nak 2 org !

hmm.... :(

NANA cakap kat DIA yg NANA akan TARIK DIRI kalo DIA nak mcmtue !

bkn sbb NANA x confident ngan diri NANA or what.

but, NANA

TAK NAK DILUKAI BUAT KALI KEDUA..

SAKIT, PERIT taw kena camnie !!

NANA pown TAK NAK jadi ORG KETIGA !

coz DIA kenal that girl lagi lama dari DIA kenal NANA !

and

I ASKED HIM TO GO TO THAT GIRL.

and

DIA cakap DIA da TAK NAK CAKAP pasal nie !

haihhh...  :(

da larh..

AWAK pikir larh ye mana yg ELOK ok !

satu je pesan NANA :

JANGAN MAINKAN PERASAAN ORANG

and

JANGAN WAT BG ORG TERTANYA-TANYA .

NANA pesan nie sbb NANA xnak ada yang KECEWA PARAH nanti..

even for MY OWN SELF or neither HER.

NANA tau yang NANA je yang tau KEWUJUDAN that girl kan..

n SHE doesn't know anything.

it's ok my dear.

NANA xkisah pown. :)

atleast AWAK da TERUS TERANG ngan NANA.  :D

i'm HAPPY with that already. :)

what ever it is life goes on macam biasa between both of us right now.

and i'm kinda happy with it although i know there's another girl for him.

i take things slowly from now onwards.

u may be friends with anyone u want. but, u have think bout my feelings too..

i'm not some kind of barbie doll that u can do anything that u like.

i have my own feeling and right to say anything that i want.

orite dear ?

i won't put a HIGH HOPE on you..

i may be friend with anyone i want too. aite ?

tapi, masa NANA cakap NANA nak ada 2 jugak, tau pown rasa laen!

hahahaha.. :D

sekarang nie NANA berkawan ngan SEMUA org !

but of course larh YOU'll definitely gonna be a bit special from the rest.

JUST A BIT ok ???

because YOU also have OTHER girls. ;)

so, it's FAIR right ?

hehehe.. ;)

p/s : on the next entry, NANA nak introduce nickname baru DIA and how he manage to change my daily routines!

:)

-diyanazuhaili-