My Theme Song

*this would be my theme song for this time being*

it's really describe me, my feeling!

I AM SO IN LOVE WITH THIS SONG !!!!

-diyanazuhaili-

MOVE ON !!!

letting go of someone dear to you is hard, but holding on to someone who doesn't even feel the same is much harder. 
giving up doesn't mean you are weak!
it only means that you are strong enough to let go! 
sometimes we tend to be in despair when the person we love leaves
us, but the truth is, it's not our loss, but theirs, for they
left the only person who couldn't give up on them.
so if someones left you, let them go. 
don't cry because its over, smile because it happened.

;)

*copied from nurhayati.. thankz babe! *

kalo korang sume nak tau camne nana move on, haa.. nana move on ngan words yg dia ckp kat nana.. pe yang dia ckp kat nana mmg sangat amat menyakitkan. nana xpernah sangka dia akan ckp camtue.. tp, nak buat mcmana kan. sume da terjadi kan. dia pown da ckp sume benda tue. sampai skrang terngiang-ngiang agi ape yg dia kata kat nana that night. semua tue larh yang motivate my self to be stronger than before n teach me to move on and don't ever look back again.

my uncle n my cousins sangat² banyak bagi nasihat kat nana slama nana ngah down nie. thankz my dearest! insyaAllah nana akan ikowt segala nasihat yang telah diberikan tuk nana tue..

until now, i've been taking a step back to comfort u. but from now on, i'm going to take a step forward to comfort me.

sekarang nana dpt rasakan yang hidup dia da hepy. ada org yg selalu temankan dia. ada ramai org baru yang hadir dlm hidup dia sampai nana diabaikan. tp, xpe.. nana nak wat mcmana kan.. nana terima ape je ketentuan ILAHI.

so, now nana da move on sikit². even its hurting me. but xpe.. slow² kayuh larh kan bak kata org tua²..

now nana da epy sket ngan idup nana.. nana da ada kawan² n cousin² yang dekat ngan nana. n nana ada DIA yg salu temankan nana.. DIA byk wat bg nana hepy wat masa sekarang. thankz taw AWAK sbb tbe² muncul dalam idup nana yang ngah down nie. nana harap tujuan awak hadir dlm idup nana nie ngan niat yang baek taw... thankz taw bagi mereka² yang datang dlm idup saya.. nana appreciate sgt² kehadiran korang!

owh yaa...

biar larh DIA tue menjadi MISTERI !!! 

nana rasa nana ada hak tuk ada org yang bleyh wat bg nana hepy kan? takkan nana nak sedeyh 24jam je kan? nana tau benda nie sume baru jd. tp, sampai bler nana nak idup sedeyh mcmnie? sampai bler nana nak hancurkan idup nana semata-mata sbb benda nie. nana bkn nak kata yg nana senang nak accept org tuk pengganti or what. mmg DIA ada tuk nana. tp, x semestinya bmaksud yang nana bleyh syg dia camtue je n bleyh accept dia sesuka hati nana. everything akan makan masa. cume xtaw brapa lama. nana accept DIA sbgai kwn n peneman nana. i need times to heal the wound !! n DIA pown accept pe yg nana ckp kat DIA. DIA sanggup katanya.. tp, kalo andai kata DIA x sanggup, nana pown x bleyh nak halang DIA. it's HIS choice. kalo dia nak move on pown nana x bleyh nak kata pape. nana xnak bharap pada sape². nana da phobia. nana xnak ada dalam keadaan nana yg baru² nie.. sangat² MENYAKITKAN !!! i really do HATE myself that time!

i need my life back. i need to concentrate on my studies and carrier too..

btol x?

-diyanazuhaili-

Thank You ♥

...27th December 2010...

hari yang agak busy tapi sangat menyeronokkan! :)

pagi g class. tengahari my parents datang ambek plak. g settle-kan card bank yg sgt banyak problems! almost 2hours kat BANK ISLAM !!! gler lama menunggu! sampai my dad dok beleter! penat dengar! hahaha..

after settle case bank tue, straight away g GURNEY plak.. jalan-jalan cuci mata. x bleyh nak shopping! xde fulus! parents je yg shopping! huhuhuhu.. sadis je xbleyh nak beli pape! geram je tgk barang-barang yang tengah SALE !! :(

after balik dari Gurney, g mkn plak. nana xmkn dari pagi kowt. hahaha.. sbb xde selera mkn langsung! da lepas mkn, my parents hantar balik USM da.. then kemas² barang jap... tak sampai setengah jam pown..

then my cousin (Boy) n his wife call nana. suruh bersiap! diaorg da otw datang nak ambek nana.. then terus nana sarung tudung je. huhuhu... rite after diaorg dtg ambek nana, nana balik umah diaorg dulu.. lepak² jap, kutuk² org.. hahaha.. camtue larh da kalo spupu² berkumpul! hehe. ;)

pas kwn² Boy sampai, ktaorg trus gerak..

we went to the Penang Pesta!  :D

sume Boy yg belanjakan!! hehe.. thankz my lovely COUSIN !!! then ktaorg ANGAH a.k.a GEMOK kat sana.. dia g ambek madam dia. ANGAH tue my cousin jugak. abg kepada si Boy nie haa.. :)

mmg agak HAPPENING gak that nite. sonok! ktaorg snap² photos! tp, sume pics kat Boy n kwn dia.. hp nana battery abes trus smalam. hahaha.. sadis gler! :(

THANKZ Boy sbb belanjakan shawl tuk nana! :)

i like it !!

THANKZ to Fadz n Boy coz byk bg nasihat n support nana last nite. u guys mmg really² nak nana move on n don't think anything bout my problems anymore kan? i'll try my best aite dear(S) !!

nanti pasnie kta kuar jln² agi taw? kita g beach, snap² pics agi !! :)

nanti kalo ada pape, i'll juz reach both of u! ♥

I LOVE BOTH OF U SO MUCH !!!!!

* bler nana da dpt pics, nana upload ye.. :) *

-diyanazuhaili-

♥ NEW blog !

HYE !!!

i just create a new blog for myself as i need to create a new life too! :)

yes, i do have a blog before this. but now, i don't want to continue writing it.

coz it's hurting me and it have its own memories. i don't want to talk bout this. it will just hurt me and make me cry. da xnak seksa diri nie agi da. cukop larh selama nie nana seksa diri nana ngan nanges, saket hati, bersabar.. setahun penuh ngan kesabaran.. redha ngan ape je yg jadi. tp, last² jadi mcmnie. hidup sape yg xkan tunggang terbalik kalo jadi mcmnie! grr~ sangat menyaketkan! ok da.. FULL STOP! 

so, from now onwards, i want to live my life the way i want without anyone telling me what i should do and what i should not.

this is my life! i want to create it as happy as i want and be myself.

so, now we have come towards the end of 2010.

so, bye bye 2010 n welcome 2011 !

and it's gonna be a big change in my life starting 1st January 2011.

as like others,

i have my own dreams that i wanna achieve in 2011. and i also have create a new principles. :)

if u guys wanna know bout it, wait till 1st January 2011. i'll tell u on that day.. ;) 

the latest me. :)

sudah kurus! :(

-diyanazuhaili-